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The more of this or less of this or is there any difference
Or are we just holding onto the things we don't have anymore.
Sometimes time doesn't heal
Just stand still while we fall
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Thursday, July 05, 2007, 17:14

haha. so actually specialists reads our blog...
BUT! they're not losers lor! (:


okay.. my gastric is like getting worse.. cause i get hungry super easily. and everytime, i'll not eat. and the gastric juice is like corroding my stomach walls.. and produces the noise. & it's damn pain la! i can get very severe gastric in the middle of the night and wake up and cry lor! ):

was NEARLY late for school ytd! ):

yesterday rocked. (:


hmm.. what else can i say?
we'll miss specs! :'(

i want to shit! HEH xD


i want to sleep! ohoh. i can fall aslp damn easily. anywhere! HAHA. anytime. even half way when i'm doing test... HAHA. SERIOUSLY. i wanted to lie on the bed a while last night before i continue doing my work. I know that the moment i close my eyes, it's goodbye. i'll just fall dead like a log and sleep till the next morning! but the prob is i cant even stay FULLY awake like i used to till 1am! ):

& i'm SICK.


and and..

I MISS GOING TO CHURCH. )x
yesterday's meeting was nice(:


meeting is like the paradise for me for this week. it was when i got to laugh.. TRULY.


so far, since school reopened, the past week and days.. i've been chionging for things i need the next day. DAY AFTER DAY. i have not rested well. It was wake up, school, stayback meetings, home, homework, bathe, homework, dinner, pack, homework, and sleep. and it went on like that. and my sleep was really short.

IN FACT, i dont think i actually SLEEP. I NAP every night.

mondas are blues.
tuesdays are RUSH.
wednesdays are tired & lethargic.
thursdays are halfdead.
Fridays are DEAD but still there.
saturdays HAVE BEEN under the sun becoming burnt & DEAD TIRED.
sundays are i'm tired and need to rest. AND I'M SICK.


that was how it has been since the holidays.

till now.

people wonder how i've been surviving till now..
cause i'm expected to be dead by now.
but i'm still alive.






















MELIA! (: I LOVE THIS TALENTED GIRL! (:
HAHA.
hey darling ex-sis! (:
you're still a darling. (: despite so many things! (: and right.
you're talented.
and nice. (:
I REALLY LOVE YOU! (:
heh. xD
thanks for encouraging me and being there for me for the past few days.. (:
and reminding me that God is there! (:

and those encouraging smses! (:

when i told you i cant take it, you went : " oh no. are you okay? okay... BREATHE... Just breathe.. and clear your mind... keep breathing... "

when i told you i want to just sleep and never ever wake up and GIVE UP, you told me: "that's not the way to handle things.. you do something.. you do it good... all the way to the end.. and you always perservere... JIAYOU! "

and you said: " HAHA. i chat with you soon okay :) meanwhile really do hang on and look to the Lord"


(: and you made me get my confidence back.. (: and encouraged me, pushing me to go on! (:

you are LOVED. <33! and HUGGS! xD

psst. and thanks for the notebook thing. (:













when the going gets tough, the tough gets going! (:
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