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The more of this or less of this or is there any difference
Or are we just holding onto the things we don't have anymore.
Sometimes time doesn't heal
Just stand still while we fall
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Tuesday, March 18, 2008, 22:04

daddy just came back from work.
he went to the hospital today for checkup.
the stoopid doctors.
they said that his lupus, some idk what which he got a few years back.. (idk how to spell it) is attacking his kidneys.
then they want to admit him for two days and draw some tissue from his kidneys to check which stage it is at. suspected it is at 3-4th stage.
they will use a long needle and poke in and extract.
and he'll have to lie still for 8 hours so that there will not be excessive bleeding.
that means there's a danger to the small operation.
mummy says lupus is rare in men and it's one in dont know how many hundreds.

I'm kind of scared.
I'm worried.
I'm tearing.
dear God,
I'll do anything for my parents to be healthy, well and strong.
I'll be a good girl Lord.
Bless my parents, Lord.
Thank you Lord for my parents.
but do not take them away as I need them, Lord.
I hope nothing bad happens to daddy.
but daddy is still feeling well. thank God.
I think daddy's going to seek second opinion (:
please let it be well.
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