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The more of this or less of this or is there any difference
Or are we just holding onto the things we don't have anymore.
Sometimes time doesn't heal
Just stand still while we fall
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Thursday, December 27, 2007, 21:20

HELLO;

why must I always be the nice one to sacrifice for others though I have my own stuff to settle?
why do I fret for others so much?
why am I so bothered by their things and end up not doing mine?
whywhywhy?

case one:
I can like a guy.
and if I ever realise my friend likes the same guy,
I'd give the guy up for my friend.
and make a smile so no one can see how I feel.
even if I feel sad and feel like crying,
I'd force a smile and cry within or after that when I'm alone.

case two:
I do things for my friends and not care about my own work.

case three:
I keep my friends company, be there for them and comfort them whenever they need it, and just abandon my work even if it is needed urgently or even if I'm the one who is more down than them.


I sacrifice so much for my friends.
but somehow, they dont appreciate it and dont know how much I went through for them.





sighs.
I was probably born to do that?
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