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The more of this or less of this or is there any difference
Or are we just holding onto the things we don't have anymore.
Sometimes time doesn't heal
Just stand still while we fall
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Thursday, March 27, 2008, 23:25

I cant breathe once again.
I'm exhausted the whole of this week.
I breathe and there's this weird weird sound.
I have to breathe HARD.
when I try to breathe, I feel as though someone's strangling me.
my trachea constricts and I gasp for air.

mummy has this feeling that I might die young.
I fell just now.
and I cant breathe again.
I'm feel like I'm underwater.

today in school I felt an acute sore throat kind of pain in my throat, nose and ears.
sinus? infection?
it hurts.
I lost my voice instantly.
I couldnt hear clearly.
I wanted to scream out loud so badly.
but it just hurts.
now, my whole throat area hurts.
someone, just cut off my air supply.
I think it'll be better if I wasnt alive.

I got this urge to just not go to school and see a doctor tomorrow.
but I dont feel like missing lessons.
there's sshist tmr :D
and there's geography.
and.. there's double math D:


why am I so sad? ):



♥hi, bye.




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