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The more of this or less of this or is there any difference
Or are we just holding onto the things we don't have anymore.
Sometimes time doesn't heal
Just stand still while we fall
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Friday, November 23, 2007, 00:48

hello.

can someone cure me of lovesickness?
it's getting deadly.
I cant stop thinking about __.
YES.
shitt.
I want to talk to __.
I want to see __.
I miss the nice feeling when __ is there.
sighs.
fly me far far away so that I can don't think about __.
Drown me in deep blue oceans.
Force the most deadly poison and alcohol into me
and end this all.
I cant stop.
put a bullet through my mind
digg my heart and let it bleed.
maybe it will end this all.
For i am full of emptiness,
hiding when I'm seeking,
holding my breath when I'm trying to breathe.
sleeping awake,
and awake when I'm sleeping.
back tracking forward.
wants him yet pushes him far.
wanting to know how he feels
but not wanting to ask.
I MISS __.
someone,
mend my heart back.
It is hard to love and be loved.
IS IT?
why is love so complicated?
why is it so difficult to let go?
I'm like being washed away,
by the huge strong currents of the river of love.
though the currents may be strong,
I feel lost,
I feel no touch.
like I'm falling into space and never able to gain back gravity.
maybe
I NEED __ to help me.
T.T
I MISS everything __ has given me.
although __ has not given me anything in the form of a matter.
__ has given me feelings,
a heart to love,
a bleeding heart,
a yearning heart,
MEMORIES.
feelings.
)':




'put a bullet through my head.
digg my heart out and let it bleed.




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